fretful disposition

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amidst the plethora of life’s vital essence
he finds no harmony nor even ample breathing space
relentlessly he battles to conquer what is rightfully his
with no victory in sight,
a ravaged exterior he embraces as the sole reward of his fight

he knows not virtue nor honour has he cognized
wavering are his principles, his ingenuity never realized
incessant are his desires and gluttonous his wants
flawed are his qualities, lacks he the adroitness to flaunt

on the path of insurmountable challenge he wilfully stumbles
looses his footing and elementary tasks he often fumbles
yet the faith to march-on remains undaunted
the credence for success untainted

why is this strength in the face of inevitable fallibility not the strength we yonder?
why are we constantly enamoured by momentary splendour?
will we ever grasp the allure of the journey?
or will we forever be victimized by the destination craving tourney?


--dreamer




With kind permission of Matt Xis



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Cute Girl

Cunning, attractive, cute girl contrived to charm.

Cute Girl

Cunning, attractive, cute girl contrived to charm.

RANDOM BOYS 2010 (14)

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Growing 20's - George Carlin

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This might have been written a while back but is so relevant for today's 20somethings!

Growing 20's

They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about
yourself that you didn't know and may not like.


You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or
two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the, people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones.


What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and
aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you. You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.


Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused.
Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move
forward.


You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person. One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot don't seem as fun. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the
same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.


You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for
yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!


What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out. "Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away." It's really amazing when two strangers become the best of friends, but it is really sad when the best of friends become two strangers! "Give time to love, give time to speak, and give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind"

-George Carlin

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ANDY SIXX = BVB = BLACK VEIL BRIDES

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"Be yourself and never let anyone tell you otherwise"
proclaims Black Veil Brides front man Andy Six

Hello My name is Andy, I sing for a band called Black
Veil Brides,check us out at

www.myspace.com/blackveilbridesmusic
This is my only social networking profile, apart from
Twitter. My twitter acount is AndysixBVB
I love meeting fans and kids who dig what we do so
feel free to send me messages, comments, etc.

I will try and respond as often as possible<3

Follow me on Twitter! @AndysixBVB

Male
20 years old
Hollywood, California
United States

"Black Veil Brides have created such a furious internet buzz
that they already have thousands of dedicated fans –
and they have yet to release their debut album!"

Kristen Dunleavy -myMag.com

Black Veil Brides on Myspace

Andy on Myspace

Videos on Buzznet

More pictures of Andy

On Photobucket1

On Photobucket 2

On Buzznet

The debut video from THE BLACK VEIL BRIDES, directed by Patrick Fogarty.
Visit the band's official myspace www.myspace.com/blackveilbridesmusic for more info on the band as well as release date news for the "Knives and Pens" single.

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